Today is my last day of work before my vacation! It feels awesome.. I can't wait to get home and lie down.. So wonderful!!!

I'll work with my webdesign of course but it's still at home.. 17 days of sleeping in and being free...

Otherwise it's kind of slow.. Waiting for christmas spirit which has not yet come.. It's looks like autumn outside and I've never been this stressed ever.. So this Christmas is just weird for me.. I guess it started when me and Oli came from Spain.. It just is'nt right anymore.. You get reminded of the wrongs in the world, with global warming etc.. When I was small winter was white, you could tell the difference of fall and winter. Now they kind of overlap in a weird way...

Oh well, I'll just think about all the rights in the world instead.. Oli, the cats, kittens and my family.. Happy things! Some people don't understand why I keep on being ignorant of certain things like politics and enviornment (more than I need to of course). But it just makes me depressed.. I want to be a happy person.. A smiling person.. I want to see the beauties in life and in things. Just like I use to be..

I'll keep in touch!

See ya!

Well... I finally decided to make a blog of my own, and I also decided to write it in english so my mother in law (to be) will be able to read this in Seattle.

I'll try to write as often as I can but I don't have all the spare time I would like to have..

Oh well.. I'm currently pretty content with my life because of the fact that I just got a new job and it feels really good not being without a job in the middle of all the economy crisis that is going around in the world..

Me and Oliver have decided to get married which is a dream coming true. I just can't seem to grasp the fact that I've found the perfect man for me.. He really is my "half of an orange" as they say in spanish.. (soulmate)

It feels so fantastic that some things actually seem to go my way again after sickness and trouble with weight and everything..

I do have one little piece that's missing but is going to have to wait.. A baby.. I feel that my time has come.. The longing is quite big and I can't shake the feeling of.. I get so jealous of women I see who are pregnant or have children. I've been wanting children since I was a child myself you could say.. But now when I've found the right person (daddy) to have them with it just keeps on getting stronger.. The feelings I mean. But we're going to wait until Oli's done with his studies (at least his masters) and then take it from there. But that dosen't make it easier though.. I do have my cats to spoil and cuddle with until then I guess..

It's tough being together with someone who's in a completely different phase in life then you are.. It's worth it, but tough.. I stopped studiyng at the age of 17 and that was 9 years ago soon. Which makes it kind of hard..

Well, as I wrote before, it's tough but worth it!

Ok, more about me... I'm currently waiting for kittens which are suppose to arrive around the 3-4th of January and that will be a lot of fun! I love being there and supporting her when giving birth. It's very exciting because I really think that the combination of my Tita and the male I mated her with is going to compliment her quite well. But you never know :) I'm hoping for a beautiful little sealpointed female that would like to compliment my household :) Haha..

I'll stop now and continue writing some other day. I could just go on and on about life and what happens in our life!

Oh, I forgot.. It's so exciting that when we get married my surname changes.. Lisa-Marie Posado Chandler my name will be! Instead of boring Lisa-Marie Öhman..

If I ever write a book my name on the book would be Lisa-Marie Chandler.. It's sounds soo good! It's such a good writers name, I would definitly buy a book written by me! haha.. :)

Take care y'all :)